hej hej,
just wanna let u all know that i’ve moved my blog to a new house at http://iirosna.blogspot.com
i havent got the time to decorate it, but just check it out ok, and give me ur comments, or anything …..
i hated the flight, i hated the taxi ride but IM HOME, FINALLY … YIPPEEEE…. meet my boys n girl …
tired.. but cant wait to go shopping, to cinema, eat ice cream, stay in my room all day long watching chick flicks, just enjoying myself…
it’s a hectic week … need to find a boat to rent , worried about the fuel, worried about doing the presentation … well u know lah all those basic stuff.
overall, the WS were good, but i was not happy with the arrangement in one f d district. can u imagine having a workshop at 08.30 pm till midnight? gosh, thanks GOD i decided to do it dat nite no matter how late it was. finally i was able 2 go back 2 sorong @ 6 am.
well, lots of ups and more downs dis time around.
with d kids (kabare)
enjoying d afternoon @ d beach drinking coconut .. slurp slurp (urbinasopen)
wakakakakak … water is our play ground (warsanbin)
i hate to say this, but i knew it all along smth like like this would happen ….
darn … you people … person .. you … darn @*!)*&$%
relax ii … breathe in … breathe out ….
why people cant just be honest with each other? if i made or might make a mistake i would like to be reminded, so i could fix everything @dat time right away. and now u told me bout my mistake, well let me tell u smth.. ITS TOO LATE… whose lost? mine? of course not … its yours …u told me ur self. i wont feel sorry (again) tho’ .. like my friend told me @ dat time i can only count of my friend, but you walked away …
CI’s nu buildin, on top f d hill w/ view 2 d ocean…..
… sorong … soon i’ll be doomed ….
wat exactly did i do in sorong? to organize a seminar for all Raja Ampat’s (R4) stakeholders. basically, we would like to introduce a so-called climate change issues and the fact that R4 is suffering from the impacts. the seminar went well and got a good response, but the preparation was "hell" for me and i dont think its appropriate to write it down here. but one thing 4 sure, i learnt so so much …
anyway……..
sorong is the same city, but there s smth different bout it. i didnt feel as exciting as i was in may. maybe cos this time i was stuck @ d office all d time & didnt hv any change to visit d islands? or maybe cos most f friends were very busy? maybe … or maybe wat my friend told me was true, that im a city gal and sorong is just not for me … or ……????
its been forever since the last time i wrote smth in this blog. and a lot had happened. but im just too lazy or too embarrassed to write it down …
anyway, i’ve been in sorong for almost a week. it started really well, i ate almost everyday at "the wall" or they called it "tembok" - of course nothin but seafood and seafood and seafood - hehehehehehe. but 2 days ago we went to X’s place and ate this too-hot-for-me pork - a manadonese cooking-, and the next day i went to toilet for 4 times in 3 hours. i can actually felt my belly struggled … wat a day …
and then last night …. wanna know wat happened to me last night or exactly 10 hours ago? ha’ ………. i was working (well working or not working, who can tell d difference???) at d office until 10 pm. i went home or "mess" just to find out that i’ve been locked out … its so damn dark cos last night turned out to be that area’s turn to hv a blackout (apparently this happened quite a lot .. but not during my last stay tho’). the gate was locked, but no biggy for me … knocked at d door, no answer. called MrS -the guy with d key-, hmmm couldnt get thru, maybe he got a new mobile no? texting and calling everybody i know to ask for MrS’ number. nobody knows or the no was on the other phone… hellow… double sigh … so where else i can go? the office …. called the security guy to open the gate for me …a bit upset, but wat else i can do? angry? angry at who?
went to d office, and smth wrong with the internet connection @ d meeting room… well hell it made my day alrite …… apparently i was clever enough to hv some korean dvd in my bag, so i just watched them on my laptop. thanks god that there is a mattress here, and electricity and AC, so finally i could have some sleep.
sitting here and moaning about wat happened last night, then it hit me……im such a fool, why didnt i RING THE ****ING BELL last night??? when im upset or angry i could think straight… but there is a bell rite? hmmm…. hv to check it when i get home … (NOTE after i checked with MrS: the bell isnt working, so i feel less fool)
LESSON LEARNT:
PS: never thought dat im gonna say this but I WANNA GO HOME, I MISS JAKARTA …
waktu itu aku merasa sedih krn merasa waktu kok berjalan dengan cepat ya? aku menjadi org asing, yg sama sekali ‘not me’. bbrp org bertanya, "what’s wrong with u?" memang aku tak mau menjawab jujur, krn menurutku ini hal yg pribadi. 
setelah beberapa waktu aku memutuskan bhw aku hrs mulai melupakan or i will end up being a lunatic. aku mencoba, nmn ttp memberikan sedikit kelonggaran utk diriku sendiri. ternyata tdk membutuhkan waktu yg amat sgt lama utk aku mulai melupakan, mungkin krn aku sll mencari cara agr aku dpt bersenang2 dan tdk tinggal di rumah seorang diri yg pasti akn membuat aku termenung spt org linglung. tp … waktu aku mulai melupakan, kok di relung hatiku yg plg dalam ada rasa tidak rela kenangan itu berlalu begitu saja, aku msh mau mengingat, masih mau menunggu yg tak pasti dan tak akan ada …
bila suatu hari semua pilihan itu ada di depan mata, mungkin itu akn menjadi hari yg plg membingungkan … for me, for my family and for my future ….
2 days ago, i went to Plaza Senayan with Anita. of course in the beginning i didnt want to come cos it such a long way from home. but i came anyway .. a lot of crazy and very ‘anita’s’ things happened. but i found somehing that really could make my day … i found BEN & JERRY’s ice cream, i didnt think twice so i bought the one with ‘chocolate fudge brownie’ and compares with Lund it’s half the price ……. yummy yummy …. so now i know where my salary will go hehehehe 
MAYBE I’M AMAZED
(love the one from the OC’s soundtract, originally by Paul McCartney)
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you love me all the time.
Maybe I’m afraid of the way I love you.
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you pulled me out in time,
and hung me on a line.
Maybe I’m amazed at the way I really need you.
Maybe I’m a girl,
maybe I’m a lonely girl who’s in the middle of something
that she doesn’t really understand.
Maybe I’m a girl, maybe you’re the only man who could ever help me.
Baby, won’t you help me understand?
(guitar solo)
Maybe I’m a girl, maybe I’m a lonely girl who’s in the middle of something
that she doesn’t really understand.
Maybe I’m a girl,
maybe you’re the only man who could ever help me.
Baby, won’t you help me understand?
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you’re with me all the time.
Maybe I’m afraid of the way I leave you.
Maybe I’m amazed at the way you help me sing my song,
right me when I’m wrong.
Maybe I’m amazed at the way I really need you
sudah mendengar lagu ini sejak taon kemaren, tp setelah didenger lg ternyata emang bener2 GUE banget, in every sense deh… 
